the time is finally up. everything revealed today. lots of emotional moments at work today. but good thing is, after today. everything is gonna be okay. but that wat i assumed at least. -.- I really miss those times when the shawn was so carefree. who everyday goes to work without looking troubled. i seriously miss those moment. internship left with 2 more mths. still long i guess. but im already counting down already. haha. hope i wont suffer from insomnia tonite. yesterday talk to jasmine. look like she got some sad past. tired le. bye..

Erm, where should i start? Okay, im left with two more months of my internship. Happy! but yet sad. Coz its like lots of things happen. be it happy, sad, pain, etc. Lots of different feeling while im in Banquet. Well, i will be coming back to take my diploma in april. so Shatec! See you then. (: Many things happen to me in Shatec, well... of coz LOVE cannot escape too. But sadly to say, its gonna end soon. i mean we didnt even get started. its all a one-sided love. as you know one sided love is terribly tiring. moreover i dun wanna scare her. so let hope next time when we meet each other, we can still smile at each other and be real good friends. but still, i must thanks you. you might not come across this blog or wont even know my feeling for you. but still i wan to thanks you for giving me a special feeling that even my first girlfriend didnt give. im not trying to blame my ex but its seriously i special feel that i cant or dunno how to describe to you guys. those feeling when u bought cream puff for her and would decorate the box nicely for girl and other guy's girlfriend knocked into her and she dropped it. you can never understand the rage that is in me. but yet on the other hand i could not show, as it would scare her. you would not know why becoz of her going for modelling photoshoot, it can make you so uptight until u can toss and turn in bed for hours till the sky turns bright. u are tired becoz u didnt catch abit of slp. but yet u still have to go to work. you wont know why when u're so down and when she texted u with a smile, it just make ur day look so perfect. you wont know why u just wouldnt go to sleep without hearing that she is already safe at home. Seriously, all the mixed up feeling. I think i just gonna have to give it all up. How i really hope that she understands how im feeling right now. If you are ever reading this, i just wanna say. L, you are special to me.
Another thing is during internship, i met alot of ppl. starting with ppl like jermin, fiona,jolene and etc. to my Sisters! Like Justina, Louise. good friends like Lisa, Abby, Jo Ring, Guo cheng, there are more i did not mention. OH YA! Jehsmeen. Small bugger! Thanks for telling me how to drop hints to her. yeah. But dun think its needed anymore. im slowly giving up le. coz the feeling is not mutual. Thanks ah pa and ah ma for being there for me like a real parents to me. Showing me care and concern when im down. Being crazy and fun loving ppl when im hyper. Oh yeah forgot to mention. L, i can say u are the first girl i actually approach to have ur number. I dun do this always, pls dun misunderstand me. I pucked up alot of courage before asking you that question. silly aint me? Haha. those will be kept as loving memories. Thanks Alvin and Adelynn for being part of my life, each and everyday. The two As. Alvin made me realise Marlboro Lights. which im in loved with it now. Sometimes i wish that you were here right beside me now. i wish i could give u a big huggie. i wish u belongs to me so i can give u my world. i wish i had the courage to walk towards you and say: " Be Mine". but i dun. im a coward when facing problems like this. just when will u seriously notice me. God, pls help me convey this message to L pls. in jesus name i pray, amen.
Well, till then my folks.

because yesterday i carry alot of tables so i have got muscle ache and i caught a flu because my shirt is wet.
( Telling us he got a flu cause of sweating too much.)
LOL! How in the hell can he get a flu for sweating too much?
Excuses! Haha, hell as yet to happen for me. Pema was another problem.
I asked him to press the lift down for me, and he said he pressed all the button, but then lift just wont work.
So i asked him to come down and show me wat he pressed. Guess wat he showed me? -.-
He pressed the emergency stop button. -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
That proves why the lift just wont move man!
Ahhh! Fed up, and did everything myself instead.
So after work, went home.
Royce called and asked if want to slack. So after his dinner,
we went to buy cigg and sat down at the
playground to chit chat.
Crapped alot and realised after so long, we still have topic to talk about. (:
Went home, wanted to blog, but blogger has problem. -.-
So here i am blogging now.
Look it 9:56am and i haven gone to work. Because i'm working afternoon shift.
What happen today will be posted later on.

Bye folks

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